Simple or complicated?

I come across problems in piano lesson.

One of those is “Pressing a key should be an easy thing!”

Is it?

My teacher says yes, and my body says no.

My brain understands all his words, but my body refuses to follow.

It’s just like programmed in my brain decades ago.

The second is “The way I play is too mechanical… without emotion.”
Ahh… he’s good in observation.

Just too silent when I hear his words… I can hardly respond…
But I can’t hide from him. I admit, the day I decide to take piano lessons, I’ve enough preparation that in someday I’ll come across this problem.

Just never thought this would be in the 4th lesson.

And yes, it’ll never be wrong of having emotion as a human being.

Talking with a friend at night. I’ve spent hours digging in the issue when I’m on the way home. I try to describe that complicated scenario I’m facing. Then she says, “it can be an easy thing to solve: just out it into God’s hands, then don’t worry, but just trust God.”

Thank God that I haven’t started thinking of the solution. But You have given me the solution directly. It’s just that simple! Fingers down the keys with the help of gravity!!

Introduce to you kitten “Ah Gill”. He’s kept by a studio I maintained. “Ah Gill” is a girl name, since his masters don’t know he’s a boy!

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  1. Oh, you would like to keep this diary low-profile, so would you mind if I post comment here? =)

    Ok, so I still haven’t grab my orders for Frontline EP I, now its EP II already. Oh my gdness!!! Sorry so much! Give me some time and lets enjoy an evening together later in Decemeber, if you and I can come up with a time.

    Talking about lacking emotions, recently, I come up with the same tendency. Feeling like at this moment, I can share my innermost feeling and care with people I love, the next moment these people become complete strangers. That makes me feel really really bad. Anyway, share with you when we meet.


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  3. Carrie,

    You’re welcome to leave comment here. I’ll keep it low-profile by not spreading the URL. So please this website personal too.

    I’m not trying to make this place a cave for me, just don’t have much time in handling people and things happen here. It would be very good to have friends’ postings here. And please come and visit me.

    About the CDs: you can consider increasing the order size, or listening to the two CDs more to compensate them. ^^!

    Let’s meet in December. I hope it would be a cold winter time, so that I can wear gloves and heavy coat.


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