Feb
2005
28

觸碰

Touch(觸碰)
Touch(觸碰)
Acrylic on Canvas. 36″ x 24″. March 2004.
Painted by Schu. Used by permission.


習慣了一個人,在迂迴的路上,尋尋覓覓。

經歷過生活的起起伏伏,我學懂了,無論怎樣,最終也是獨自一人去承擔生命本身。

就算,心裏多麼渴望找個肩膞靠一靠,找著壯闊胸膛可以承載眼淚。

我學懂了,自己走自己的路。當他告訴我不用走她的路,我同時學懂不用走他的路。

我變得堅強起來。

一個人,夜深,走在街上,也自自在在。
不讓自己有多餘空間去想太多、等待甚麼。

很久沒有為自己哭過悲傷過。

從清早工作至夜深,回家的路很疲累。我的額角多麼渴望找個暖和的位置,給我靠一靠,彷彿那是情感的出口,容許我將困惑與悲傷,讓默默伴著我的你感受。有沒有那麼的一個人,一語不發,容我靜靜的流淚?

輕輕的觸碰,就可以了。

謝謝你,父親。

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11 Comments

  1. dear,現在的經歷,我想,會令你成為更好更硬淨的一個女子。

    我知道你已很累了。而且,以你那麼忙和不規律的作息時間,也阻絕了許多可靠肩膀的靠近。

    我知你付出了很多,壓力也大。當中的路要如何取捨,確實是難,只好盡量揀自己最願意走的。加油。

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  2. 偶爾看到你這段文章,忽然有很大的感觸.
    曾經也想為自己找一個肩膀,到頭來卻發現只有自己的肩膀最可靠.

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  3. 父親的肩膀是最可靠的啊。

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  4. 放工累了的時候,我不理三七二十一,就一味倚著小巴的椅背睡,睡醒了又是一個完整好女子回家去。

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  5. 你有一位好父親!
    父親給你依靠, 母親給你關懷, 而寶貝貓貓…總會給你溫柔

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  6. 上面的是aoi

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  7. 太好了,終於找得到你
    謝謝你常常到來探訪,看到你的芳蹤,很是溫暖。
    懂得愛的人也必被愛圍繞,你並不孤單
    琉璃

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  8. 家人的愛永遠是最窩心. Life is a temporary assignment, 倦了記著休息一下, 路還要走.

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  9. Pls. continue writing after your recent busy stuff…your readers, including me, are desperately watiting…haha…

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  10. Sorry for keep you waiting… (if there’re really some people waiting…)

    As Carrie said, I’m very busy in these weeks, for we’re going to deliever a music production for a male CCM singing group “Believers” of Shatin Baptist Church. Now we’re at the final stage of recording, entering the post-production stage. I have to edit at least 5 songs within one week. Hopefully I can deliver good vocal tracks. Please pray for the project, producer Steven Ip, recording and editing engineer Sheta, and mixing engineer Ka-wah. Pray for our health, spirit and good judgement.

    I got many inspirations in these days, and I’m developing several stories and passages in my mind. Moreover I’ll start a blog in graphic design, and planning to work on my first personal website integrating several blogs together. (Thanks John for giving me inspiration about blogging!) I hope to bring deeper understanding and new horizons to my friends and readers (if really any).

    Do visit here often, for new blogs keep coming. It’s nice to hear from all of you, so please kindly leave notes / messages / comments / praises to me. Haha~

    :D

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  11. Never think of writing such a long comment in my own blog.

    I guess I should post it as a separate blog entry, so that more “readers” can read it… and to get some traffic…

    Haha~~

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