Dream a little dream

我有很多夢，大的小的，想收藏的想實現的。

其中歷史最悠久和持久的夢，是有關音樂的夢。這夢透過對音樂和音響的興趣滋養著我，成就今時今日的我。近年，全職做音樂的夢也實現了，此生算是無求了。

其實，心裏頭還有一件事，我是多麼渴望跟我所愛的人分享音樂，無論是別人創作製作的還是自己有份參予的。 Read the rest of this entry »

Please forgive me. I’m too tired to work, to write, and to think.

Even though I’ve chopped my time schedule into tiny pieces, I won’t have the ability to satisfy all parties’ wants. Dare not to ask for “no blaming”, I just hope I can get the tasks done.

It was just another terrible night. I took shower immediately when I was back to home, then rushed out again to finish another task. It just took me 5 minutes, and it sounds stupid to get on a bus and head back to home. So, I stayed in the streets, blocks following blocks.

Forgive me. In such horrible downside in my life, I really need some Starbucks.

I have my tall steamed skim milk with hazelnut syrup @ 22:46.

Buddies, forgive me if I call / SMS too much. Those were moments I need you so much, much more than you can imagine. Not far from now, I’ll start begging for your hugs and comfort. If the time comes, please do me a favour, pad my forehead, hug me gently, and tell me it will be okay.

Forgive me, I am tired.
Please shut me down.

你知道凱西嗎？

這些年來，一直間間斷斷的讀凱西的書。去年在香港書展買了《有沒有貓》，坦白說，是看上了隨書附送那頭拿著蕃茄的小白貓。把書和小白貓放在床頭，偶爾抱著貓貓睡。直至前天晚上，窩在床上想讀點甚麼，才拿起書來翻了又翻。

今晚，約會不成，回家。

白貓 Toffee 窩在我身旁，家人在看電影，我開了別緻的書桌燈，在槍戰聲中讀《有沒有貓》。

其中一篇，好想跟你們分享。 Read the rest of this entry »

昨天，離開公司的時候，很疲累，卻不想回家。

好想看電影，到達戲院的時候，好想看古天樂和劉若英主演的《生日快樂》。最終沒有看，因為怕流淚。

今天，經過錄兒歌的數小時煎熬，很累很累。連走往戲院的力氣都沒有。就算有，也不敢看戲，怕會流淚。

回家。

待家人進睡，把燈關上後，我窩在電腦前，看《忘不了》。

是不是很傻？
我甚至沒有抱著我的貓。

由不愛到愛，很難。
由愛到不愛，也很難。

放一個人進腦袋，不容易。
放他進內心，難得不得了。

可是，沒有想過，要忘記，會是這樣殘忍。

要多少光陰才會被生活洗擦得毫無痕跡？

自己的事，還是靠自己去面對吧！

P.S. 剛在餘弦棧看到 Stannum 形容《生日快樂》感覺很濃，還提及 “Before Sunset”，那麼，我應該去看啊！畢竟，早兩天已獨個兒看了 “The Holiday” ，一個人縮在座位裏流眼淚……

H:

還記得那頓法國晚餐，我跟你說，為了音樂，我哭過幾次。第一次是梁詠琪的〈繼續愛〉，恭碩良的鼓。另外兩次是另一些流行曲，朋友彈的鋼琴。還有一次，在家看《港樂ｘ林憶蓮ｘ倫永亮》，接近尾聲時，眼淚一直在流。

然後有很長的時間，沒有感動沒有感覺。直至去年陳奕迅的〈想聽〉，他的演譯，讓我靜靜的流淚；那時還未進到歌詞裏，看後更加明白那種傷感的由來。還有一次，是我走進錄音室唱歌，赤裸裸的面對歌詞所說的，卻愈唱愈抑壓，後來哭了出來，那天就不能再唱了。 Read the rest of this entry »

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那天晚上，是美好的晚上，跟朋友在酒吧，喝果汁聊天。
他總是說我們，所以美好。

廿九几，是啊，已經廿九几。至於几是幾，其實不重要。廿九加一生日派對以後，我就是廿九几。

廿九几，有很多話想傾吐。

姊妹傳來 blog tag，這次忍不住，要寫。
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