After a tight day at work, I rush to video-editing lesson. So lucky I’ve fun there, putting a dragonfly driving a motorcycle. My teacher seems happy with my work too. After that, I rush to Tang Lou for business. Waiting is useless. I jump onto a bus and back home. Still can’t using my computer at home, I watch 24 Season Two, which I believe it could make me feel happy. Indeed it is.
Then I wander here and there on the web, click links without purpose. Consciously or unconsciously, I’m back to Colorgenics, take another test on another bad bad day.
The worst thing is that I finally drop tears when the result is out.
At this time in your life you feel like ‘giving up’. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is – If you don’t give up. So consciously make the effort… You have that inherent power to succeed.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.
Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are ‘holding back’, re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.
Your inherent powers and perseverance are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. You have a great deal of resilience which is being overtaxed by the continued attempt to overcome existing difficulties but you are sticking to your objectives in spite of the intolerable pressure. After considerable reflection you believe that it is impossible to reverse the situation and so you would truly like to be free of it altogether.
The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety.You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.
Hey I just want to see the ones I love and care. I don’t want to be buried by works and curses. They all make people breathless and sick. When can I put myself back from broken pieces?
Give me a break.