拜讀過星屑醫生〈迷上里安納度，迷上簡樸生活〉，想起在家看 <An Inconvenient Truth> 和 <The 11th Hour> 的兩個晚上，被平實卻真實的畫面和不同科學家數十年的研究喚醒了對地球的愛。早兩天我還跟 Lambert 說我不喜歡香港這地方（這是夠令人震驚的事），是有關政治民生等方面。但我卻深愛著地球，是基於人類和自然那密不可分的關係，那是我深深感受到的。所以，當日我跟盧冠廷唐書琛夫婦有關地球暖化的對談，正搖動著我心深處，我明白必須要回應這個難以接受的事實：若人類繼續如此跟自然對著幹，地球將會離棄我們。待人類都絕跡後，大自然將開始重整自己，回復最原本的和諧生態環境。
電影《男兒本色》獲提名第四十四屆金馬獎華語影片競賽最佳原創電影音樂。嘩！
昨晚收到好友的短訊時，要不是在監製學生的歌，真的會即時尖叫呢～～
希望好友把金馬帶回來！
１２月８日，好期待啊！！
終於，今晚把《生日快樂》打開，把心房打開，眼淚像是缺堤般傾瀉。
「因為錯過所以思念，還是因為思念所以錯過？」
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好想看電影，到達戲院的時候，好想看古天樂和劉若英主演的《生日快樂》。最終沒有看，因為怕流淚。
今天，經過錄兒歌的數小時煎熬，很累很累。連走往戲院的力氣都沒有。就算有，也不敢看戲，怕會流淚。
回家。
待家人進睡，把燈關上後，我窩在電腦前，看《忘不了》。
是不是很傻？
我甚至沒有抱著我的貓。
由不愛到愛，很難。
由愛到不愛，也很難。
放一個人進腦袋，不容易。
放他進內心，難得不得了。
可是，沒有想過，要忘記，會是這樣殘忍。
要多少光陰才會被生活洗擦得毫無痕跡？
自己的事，還是靠自己去面對吧！
P.S. 剛在餘弦棧看到 Stannum 形容《生日快樂》感覺很濃，還提及 “Before Sunset”，那麼，我應該去看啊！畢竟，早兩天已獨個兒看了 “The Holiday” ，一個人縮在座位裏流眼淚……
I got a handful of memories to be erased. Maybe the list is much longer than I expected. Those memories are painful and depressing. Those are the memories I try very hard to memorize in past, to write down as details as possible, to take photos, sometimes, to die for, just like using knife to cut oneself for the shocking painful feeling.
The past stories are as beautiful as poems.
The feelings are eternal.
CU JOEL AND CLEMENTINE HOLD HANDS AS THEY LIE ON BACKS ON FROZEN RIVER.
Joel: I could die right now, Clem. I'm just so happy.
MCU THEIR HEADS AS THEY LIE ON THE RIVER. SHE TURNS TO HIM, THEN PUTS HER HEAD ON HIM.
Joel: I've never felt that before.
When bad days come, the color changes from red to blue. Relationships are dynamic, while both of us are in the system. Our hearts filled up with blue, and we paint using darker blue. Geography lesson in high school taught me the term “feedback mechanism”. On the other side of love, there left a mess. We break down, fall apart, and we break up eventually.
We have two options: to retain and repeat the old memories, or erase them completely.
I got a handful of memories to be erased. Without getting a brand new canvas, I choose to erase everything on the old one. Everything, got to be everything, cause there’s left no memory worthy to stay in my delicate and fragile body.
We hope we’ll become new people next day when we wake up in bed.
A U.S. company Lacuna Inc. provides such service – to erase the personal memories of past loved ones. Do you want to have a try?
Is it painful to erase memories? Does it hurt our brain?
Does it hurt our heart?
JOEL AND CLEMENTINE FACING EACH OTHER.
Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will.
Joel: Right now I can't.
Clementine: But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped, because that's what happens with me.
JOEL SHRUGS.
Joel: Okay.
CLEMENTINE NODS.
JOEL SMILES.
Clementine: Okay.
CLEMENTINE CRIES, THEN LAUGHS.
Clementine: Okay.
Joel: Okay.
CLEMENTINE AND JOEL LAUGH.
Or we can have breakthrough?
半山行人扶手電梯剛建成不久，穿著長衫的我，獨個兒探索，以嶄新角度俯瞰那原本熟悉的街道。天橋跟半新不舊的樓房並不相襯，但我卻打從心底喜愛這高度；還有那微傾的電動通道，在上面走動時，腦袋會活躍起來，或向前走或向後溜，原地轉圈轉圈轉圈，環視四周，那角度景觀都是全新的。
我在想像，若果天橋上那些綠色鋁材都變成透明，這空中走廊將變得有趣。
那時候，蘇豪區還未成型。
特色的店舖卻已不少。
This is the first year I attend Christmas party. To make it memorable, some women in MTR step on my right foot so that I can hardly walk in the evening. -_-!
We girls have wonderful time before the Christmas party. Our teachers arrange a private movie show and discussion for us. The movie is called “The Tango Lesson”. I love that movie, especially it reflects part of my findings towards tango. Those are tiny, sentimental moments in daily life, so easy to fade away without being noticed. I hope to find DVD of the movie… it’s nice to have a movie like this to touch one’s heart.
People comes at 19:00, and we’re busy preparing the ‘bring-a-dish’ buffet dinner. We have great varieties of food, while some of them are prepared by themseleves. I love the bread, salad and chicken wings most, and I’ve drunk so many glasses of wines… red wines, white wines, sparkling wines, 桂花酒… and I feel so right!
We tango! H says I’m so happy dancing with Anita!
Yeah~~~ I’m so happy tango through the night!!! Just can’t hide my happiness dancing with great people there!!!!
