Dream a little dream

Please forgive me. I’m too tired to work, to write, and to think.

Even though I’ve chopped my time schedule into tiny pieces, I won’t have the ability to satisfy all parties’ wants. Dare not to ask for “no blaming”, I just hope I can get the tasks done.

It was just another terrible night. I took shower immediately when I was back to home, then rushed out again to finish another task. It just took me 5 minutes, and it sounds stupid to get on a bus and head back to home. So, I stayed in the streets, blocks following blocks.

Forgive me. In such horrible downside in my life, I really need some Starbucks.

I have my tall steamed skim milk with hazelnut syrup @ 22:46.

Buddies, forgive me if I call / SMS too much. Those were moments I need you so much, much more than you can imagine. Not far from now, I’ll start begging for your hugs and comfort. If the time comes, please do me a favour, pad my forehead, hug me gently, and tell me it will be okay.

Forgive me, I am tired.
Please shut me down.

早前接了工作，為一段介紹大專院校的短片配樂。

由於預算頗低，交貨期亦很短，所以要用上部份現成的音樂片段，有些是鼓 loops，結他 loops 和 riffs 等等，自己彈的其實真的不多。

第一晚花了兩小時做了頭兩段過場位，之後花了午飯後的三小時，坐在銅鑼灣 Starbucks 完成之後的兩段過場位和片尾，把音樂檔寄給剪片的朋友後，便回到新伊館繼續第二天的敬拜聚會。

聚會三天內，都沒有收到同事有關這配樂的回覆，直至星期日聚會後的小型慶功宴，才收到電話，說顧客想改動音樂：把鼓拿掉。同事叫我找些樂器代替鼓就可以。

聽了後險些昏倒現場。
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菠菜芝士批的碟上，總擱著一包茄汁。我從沒碰過它，就連想也沒有想過。若真的硬要我想像它們混在一起是怎樣的滋味，我想我會受不了。

探戈課後，走在蘭桂坊，男男女女在享受他們的快樂時光，而我，不怎快樂，甚至有點失落。想起那法式甜品的窩心感覺，也許能填內心的空洞感。便獨個兒走進那熟悉的咖啡店，要了一客菠菜芝士批，還有一杯 Grande Crème Brûlée Latte。

這個晚上，心裏容不下 Gingerbread Man。
一直為著鋼琴課的事在煩惱。

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「是巧合，是刻意？」

走進另一個 terminal，追尋熟悉的味道。新的口味剛推出－－那是屬於他的季節。

午休的時候，經過 Crabtree & Evelyn，節日的產品已推出了。很想很想走進店內，為他挑選火紅小擺件。

這時，一直站在 coffee bar 後的 coffee master 告訴我，Gingerbread Latte 剛於今日推出。喝著那個肥肥矮矮的薑餅人咖啡，聽著咖啡店播放的爵士樂，我想起《Sleeplessness In Seattle》。

是啊！最近都睡不穩。
咖啡也多喝了。

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